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nothinglikea) wrote2022-02-02 05:33 pm
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She is she is! She'll absolutely stand up for her friends and loved ones. She's also super creative. Her lunch boxes are a perfect balance and so pretty! She loves spoiling her friends.
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Then it sounds like you're a lucky young woman, to have a girlfriend like that. I think that many of us have been lucky in love here, there seem to be couples everywhere.
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I noticed that, too. I used to be one of those people who just saw them all around me rather than BEING one since my situation is unique.
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Oh? If I may, how is it unique?
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I absolutely love Makoto, but she also understands how I feel for him. She doesn't ask to replace him, only that she occupies a different space. That's... I mean, that's hard to ask of someone, to accept that you will never see them as something so grand and that they have to share space with someone. I always said that if I someone even saw me in that way, if they wanted to start a relationship here, I would explain that to them.
And she knows.
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...I'm not sure if I could do the same thing. There was a--a man I loved in my world. One who died to save me, one whose last name I took in honor of him. At the time, I thought he was my only soulmate. But Snow...she's proven herself my soulmate, too, in a different way. So I can't help but feeling that a person can have multiple loves of their lives with none of them eclipsing the other.
It doesn't hurt that he met Snow once, before I was sure of my feelings for her. But he seemed sure. And he was happy for me, for both of us.
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Everyone loves differently.
I'm glad your soulmate could see your other great love. Mamoru has to share me with Makoto. too. [With... all the girls, actually. Makoto is her soulmate, too, in a different way.]
Though, I agree, Makoto and Mamoru don't eclipse one another. [She would die and kill for both of them.]
But I couldn't have gone into a relationship without the other person knowing about him, about my feelings about him. That's what I meant by unique and why I thought I would always be someone surrounded by couples, not a part of one.
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As am I. I'm pleased that he met her, even more so that he approved. He told me that--that my heart must go on, even without him. I'm sure that sounds mawkish to an extent, but I would have wished the same for him, should the tables be turned. And, if your love is willing to share, I'm pleased for all of your sakes.
It's impossible to do so. No two people are alike, neither are two loves. [and she'd be willing to fight or die for each of her own, but perhaps especially Snow. she'd already had a difficult enough life, Rose wanted to protect her]
I wish I could say that I understood completely, but the best I can do is compare it to myself and Jack. Jack freed me to be myself, not whom my mother and wretch of a fiancรฉ at the time wanted. Snow frees me to feel the urge to protect, to fight for, to defend. Since it's what I choose, it's also freeing.
But you're choosing, too, are you not? Just as I am, to have two loves.
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I am, yes, it... I suppose because it's Makoto, it's easier for me to choose it because I've always loved her in a different way so a romantic way... it's not hard for me to come to that feeling either.
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Well, they say that the best friends make the best romantic partners? I wish you and Makoto the best of happiness.
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You and Snow too!
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Thank you! I think we will.